As I stare down the barrel of being closer to thirty-shmeven instead of thirty-shmix...I realize I am relatively happy with my life. The last year especially has brought a lot of change but it was the two years previous to that brought a lot of physical and mental challenges. Those changes/growth/developments all enabled me to get to the place where I'm okay with where my life has headed. I dealt with some evils (mental and physical), run a lot of races, been injured, done a lot of shows, bought a house...left my cat with my parents and then let another one in my life (he's really cute)...what a whirlwind. I'm in the midst of prep for another show and it's taken a lot out of me. To the point where I'm wondering if it's worth it (it is), but when I'm really tired, and I've lost sleep over concern for this character and what she's doing...I'm wondering if it's time to take a break? I probably won't...in fact, I have another audition sunday..but, in all this running around and prep...I've sacrificed the physical dedication I had put into my body before all this happened. And I feel it. When is enough, enough? When will I learn? I'm still figuring that out.
This blog didn't have much point...I just needed to get some rambling out there.
